[Edit/] 77 days

# this picture needs serious red eye reduction but whatever its me and my lovely couzs so :)

(Alex and george returned back home to Leeds, UK on saturday alrdy. i miss them so much, but at least i have been seeing them on skype so it makes up for it. next year, i want to fly over to UK again, for alex, and for shopping at primark, my shopping heaven~ )

Anyway, its down to the last 7 days to prelims, 77 to A levels.
i know it might be abit too late but, well, i'm still trying to set my priorities straight and really being focused on what i'm supposed to do.
guess i have to spell it out so i dont get them all mingled up in my head since i'm so well, blur.

1) God
2) Family
3) Studies
4) Everything else

i think you might think i'm crazy, but i'm really set and prepared to give up education for God or my family, any time. i know that it might seem stupid cos this is singapore and blah blah but the role that they have played in my life is so significant, far surpassing all others.

was feeling really down, confused and discouraged yesterday,
but i'm really really glad that God hears my cries and prayers. my mum, the zone people, the brother and people that i never thought i actually mattered to just reached out to me, even a simple 'hey i hope everything's well, be strong' kind of message really helped brace me up yesterday.
i'm really thankful for all those around me. especially my mum, and the brother.

just a little thought, i realised that, however bad my problems seem, i should learn how to count my blessings. cos in actual fact, i've really got so much to thank God for.

i promise to study hard, not to let myself, or anyone down.
my expectations might not be high, i know i might not be the smartest or the most capable, but i know at the very least, i can choose to give my all, give it my best shot, and at the end i can be accountable to myself, my own conscience and say that i've put in my best and i step out with no regrets.

fight on everyone! we'll win this, together.

'keep the faith, run this race, and end this well.'

God bless xx

i want to be set free to fly, with no fear, nothing, left.